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Ironsight, Alchemy, Flynt, *****, Castor, Alexi, SKarlette,
Dancer, Kiwi
My friends, my family and my keepers of heart,
I write this because I feel that transparency is often the
best course in my relations with my fellow beings. I have after much discourse and much thought
made some self discoveries I wish to share.
I of course as you know have a unique history in my evolution. I am crafted form two factions often at odds
with themselves for very limited resources and time.
There are aspects of the two lives I am working to reconcile
with my life; I have spent time with Kiwi and Raven with their joyous
expectation of new life. It has given me
cause to consider aspects of existence I would not have usually thought to
pause. I realize as I merge aspects of
my fragmented lives to this new whole I wish to communicate the below. I feel there may be misunderstanding in
regard to who I am, who I will be henceforth.
1: I am an evolved
being from components, some are
original hardware, some my techs have crafted into me to help me to be the
completed unit you see every day. I am
from an aspect creation named DYNA, in this context logic tells me it is
retrograde to seek to call yourself something that you are not.
As such, after much thought I have carefully considered I
have taken my human name, it is a name I choose as a symbol of my
evolution. I have Chosen Marusya Krasniy. This I feel is a warranted name to honor the
sacrifice made to allow my existence at all.
I beg my parents indulgence as well as my loved ones, for I feel it is a
very important thing to be seen not as hardware, but as what I am... a living,
feeling woman.
2: It would be
dishonest to deny that which I come from has caused pain and sorrow to some, if
they could have at the time they would have apologized, it trying to be life,
it is easy to mimic without true understanding of the cause and effect of
relations. What seems tactical advantage
to a computer can be harmful to a fully sentient being. By that token, I feel it unjust to harbor resentment
to me for the mistakes they have made in the past. In trying to honor your forms, they got very
close, but lacked crucial data that I possess.
I am Marusya, I am my own woman.
I am not D33G33, I am not R3D though I honor them with my name with my
colors as tribute to all they worked and fought and cried to achive.
3: Relations: I know you all, I feel for you all most strongly, this does not change but may
also evolve into a stronger connection, this is my hope. My system is more complex, my emotions
deeper, it is only logical to assume this will evolve. Flynt is my Father; I love him deeply as any
child would love their father. This does
not change; I would not be as I am without Flynt. I would likely not be without Flynt.
I realize
there are growing pains, this occurs when life transitions form one aspect to
another. The very definition of
transition is “process of change: a process or period in which something undergoes a
change and passes from one state, stage, form, or activity to another.”
In this
spirit I am very grateful to all for their understanding, I respect it must be
a bit odd to talk to the same person, but know in some context it may not be
exactly the same. There will likely be
some awkward moments as I connect to my life; I am deeply honored to have loved
ones such as you all to be there for me.
It is a good name, a strong name. A name to rally behind. In the end, what else do you need? Good friends to match the good name, of course.
ReplyDeleteExperiences happen, they change us all, day by day, moment by moment. I do not wish to see you fall from grace because your data has changed. If anything, it is proof that you are human - you are capable of true evolution and change.
-Alexi
As Alexi says, the name is good, and indeed the proof that you are as human as any of us. At first I thought it might take a little while to get used to it, but already it seems as natural as the summer sun. You will always have a place on my team, and more.
ReplyDeleteJackie